TO THE PERSON THAT STOLE MY HEART

 I sometimes lie awake @ night, and think about Love. I fear for those that have never encountered such emotion, because my heart was (literally) set on fire. The fire was not lit by a match, you pitched with a grenade, gentle  and fragile, you orchestrated & willingly I danced to your piano that you play so well I swear I have never seen such perfect balance, always finding ways and how to put a smile on my face and I keep asking myself , how do you do it, I found happiness that I never knew  exists and realized what is love and how insane  and dangerous and! Uncontrollable it can be! I can openly say I’m INLOVE. I used to believe that love & relationships are complicated & its things that are not to be dwelled upon, but today here I stand & beg to differ. If you haven’t experienced Love, than you are existing not living, a big portion of your happiness is missing….

She takes my hand

Under the moonlight

As the ocean

Sweeps beneath our feet

While our hearts

Dance (to our new found Love)

To the songs of the waves

She takes my hand

Heads me down

A narrow path I’d sworn

Never to walk on

For she is brave

I now walk with her

She takes my hand

Like a free flowing verse

To a magical world

Where only two hearts

Understand its meaning

She takes my hand

And doesn’t look back

With eager eyes

We leap over flames

Our bare hands catch stars

The world of unicorns

And fairytales

Molded into perfection

We hold hands

Exchange silent smiles

A single rose

Shared…

Bonds two hearts

With each petal

Telling a story

Of a fairytale

  Unfolding.

accepting that you are gone

when all is said but the truth remains

That this heart holds nothing for you

Emptiness and void fills this space as I search to find 

If there's something that exists,

All I find is memories with no meaning 

But now I beg u

to set my wounded heart free,

 let me keep on walking down this dusty

 road wihout you calling out my name,

 or tappin my shoulder and reminding me that you still love me,

 you held my hand but you let it go too easily,

 your fighting spirit wasn’t strong enough for the both of us

To remain standing

Its best we walk on separate paths

The rain will come and cleanse my salty face

The wind will kiss my lips

And my hands will dance in the air

 as I wave goodbye

to a heart I had grown to love so deeply

You and I

You and I stand ten feet tall when we walk together,
You and I cross oceans and stereotypes and genders,
You and I are the present, the next five minutes, the future,
You and I are no longer three words but,
One spirit,
One soul,
One person                                         
                 a poem is never finished only abandoned

STAR

A star by daylight

Watching over me

As I smile and dance under your presence

With the corner of my eyes I see you staring

Beneath my skin I feel your injecting observation

For the first time, I have a sixth sense, I can feel your love

This star cometh not from the east

But from the world where compasses lose direction

Where only heart beats give direction

Goosebumps on my skin remind me that I'm still human

Under the guidance of a star,

When crickets creek

And toads croak

You remain still and silent

At the fire place they tell stories

Like the good listener that you are

You listen and smile silently

My heart sinks

Because of the your beauty

That is never changing

Beautiful diamond In the sky

Tel me your secret

Tel me about the perfect silence you preserve

lets stop

lets stop

Warned of love that so good that it hurts

I was told of flames flickering in the chest

Making your body shake, I told you

Lets stop

 lets stop right now before things

Get blown out of proportion

Before the world finds out

Before we run of time

Lets stop

Lets stop before we  realize that our love is forbidden, poisonous and damaging to the heart

Before your lips touch mine

Lets stop

Your sun kissed skin begging to be entertained

Dear lord if  this is so wrong why do I feel this way….

Lets  stop

I said whispering in your ear

In my head  I'm walking away

Bt physically I'm holding you tight

Lets stop

before families disown us

Before friendship charms become useless

Before we realize this was meant to be

Lets stop

before I put

A white flag above my ship

surrender to your love

And put our hearts through torture

Lets stop…

Dear best friend

When all is lost

But yet true self is unveiled

Beneath the veil

Lies the  beautiful truth

Telling its story

When changing of season no longer matters, each brown leaf tells

of how it once blossomed

Now Like the withered  words

 dripping with tears

when the perfect world is designed for lies, when the twinkle in my eye is gone

Coz here now ,

the truth is unveiled

Sour and bitter in the mouth

Numb and colorless to the eye's 

Interesting with fire to the flesh

Adrenalin thrown like dice

First blown wit a kiss

Flattering straight to my bride

Hiding beneath the veil

Beneath lies

Beneath friendship

DEAR BEST FRIEND

breaking dawn / dearest edward

dearest  Edward

Between the pages my hero hides

With a shining amour he lurks  in the chapters

He's never been to the gym

Yet he's muscles take me places

His yearning eyes tell me more than I should know

As his sealed lips opens

 his voice sounds like music  played by angels

could he be one of them?

When he whispers in my ear

Now that’s a one way ticket

For me to flick through the pages even faster

In a perfect world

He put a flower on my hair

And swinged me higher

He said he was not perfect but in my eyes

Perfect is an understatement for him

My worst enemy is now the last chapter

That  separates me from the world id fallen in love with

BREAKING DAWN